My dad is the biological father of my children – married woman cry out

 For seven years now, I have been married to a loving and caring husband with only two daughters, and I am just a mother of 34 years. I don’t even know what to call it in my marriage. I guess I’m unfaithful. The fact is, since I was young, 18 years old at the time, I have been having an affair with my own father.

Since realizing the affair I had with my dad for 4 years, my mother died and she eventually fell sick and died. I was upset at myself because of my mom’s passing, and I knew that the relationship I shared with my dad was what contributed to her premature death. There I tried as much as possible after she died, blamed her death on myself, so I vowed to stay away from my dad, but I can’t and couldn’t help but keep going to his bed and the connection became deeper after mom died, and I still spent most of my time in my dad’s house without my husband’s protests because he feels I spent the nights and time with my dad because of the death of my mom.

My husband assumes that my two daughters are his, but they are my father’s daughters. The kids look like my dad, so nobody thinks anything, because I look like my dad, too. My friendship with my dad ended my prior relationships because I was never happy with my ex-boyfriends sexually. I don’t want to hurt my husband because he’s a decent man, and I love him a lot, but I can’t stop my father and me from acting. Now, without hurting either my husband or my father, I want to get things right. How will I reveal this to my husband?